title: time for change
rating: g
pairing: OT7
summary: Jay feels something go crack in his chest.

abuse of parenthesis. chopped up and a severe lack of flow.

( “What time is it now?” )

fuckfuckfuck.
what the shit.
i hate
i hate there being only six of them.
i hate that wooyoung adlibs with junsu.
i hate that jay isnt there.
hate it hate it hate it.
i hate the ponytail thing on khun. WHY. WHY STYLISTS, WHY. as if losing our leader WEREN'T enough. fuck.

okay, seriously. KPOP, get your shit together and give us our jay back.
please and fucking thank you.

fuck it. after thinking it over i am no longer sad that jay is gone. i'm pissed because he hasnt come back yet. what the fuck is he waiting for. yeah, he screwed up (not really all that badly, things were just blown out of proportions) but you know what? WHO GIVES A SHIT. is it not enough that hottests and boycotting, flash mobbing, protesting, crying, and literally dying--because what? jay is too sissy to come back?
what the fuck.
dklaf;lsdk grow some fucking balls and get your ass back, jay. shit.

We 800,000 Cassiopeians would like to announce our official view in this statement. With accusations and allegations flying everywhere, we announce this in order to show the fanclub's official standing on this matter. This statement is made by union of numerous DBSK fan cafes and we present this in the name of Cassiopeia.

First of all, we would like to say that, as fans of DBSK, we support DBSK and will not do anything to betray their trust in us. We will not trust anything besides words that come out of the DBSK members' mouths, and we ask SME to stop actions that are intended to confuse and divide the fans.

We Cassiopeians are very disappointed in SME for holding press conference and releasing signed documents in the name of Yunho and Changmin. As the management company of DBSK, SME must not forget their job and must stop their actions intended to defame the members of DBSK and break the group apart. Also, according the the court ruling made on the 27th, SME must not make deals with third parties in the name of the three members and cannot interfere with individual works or those members. Please keep the court's order.

To everyone who is reading this statement, please remember: the members did not take legal actions because of the issues regarding the cosmetics business. They started this lawsuit because of illegal contract length of 13 years. We fans do not understand why SME is silent about the issue of the contract length and is trying to focus everyone's attention on the cosmetics fiasco. The goal of this lawsuit was to nullify or edit contract between SME and the three members, and we believe that they did not intend to end DBSK or move onto another management company. Also, we would like to address to reporters who sensationalize and create rumours related to this press conference. Please be careful with your sources.

We would like to ask SME one more time to not make the three members' reputation and rights suffer with claims that have never been proven, and we would like to ask the citizens of Korea to stop creating rumours and defame DBSK. We would like to show our condolences toward this controversy.

As Cassiopeians, the fans of DBSK, we will keep our attention focused to the future actions of DBSK and SME. We will continue to side with DBSK. DBSK and fans never doubt.

-- November 2nd, 2009, Cassiopeia, the fanclub of DBSK






on another hand...




hmmmmmmmmm...


it's a good song. but. well... =(

yeah. i think jaechunsu is being a bit retarded but you know what? fuck you homin. DBSK is DBSK with or without SME.


in mexico for six hours waiting for my next flight and it sucks even more now. stupid k-entertainment industry and its fucking NEED for drama. what. the. shit.




and despite how pretty Getting Tired of Waiting sounds, fuck that too. I want Jay back.

I want both of my bands back. dslfjksdaj. /fumes.

fuck. so i allowed myself to watch again and again from the dream concert, under the condition that i wouldn't cry.
and it was pretty easy. there was a gap in their dance and a recorded voice but i pulled through.


but then at the end when they pose and they are all panting and dead and there's a HUGE hole where Jay should be and just...
;_____;



on top of that dbsk wasn't there.
so like, i have no reason to be into kpop anymore. at all.


i still fully blame netizens and hope the vast majority of them go burn in hell.

not dead?
school's being a bitch
shit with friends.
missing jay.
and dbsk.
kpop has disappointed me.


idk how active ill be anymore.
♥

arirang_manor is pretty much the only reason livejournal is still in my history at all...

mental note: must tell mom to film me while i'm high.

You're an amazing person Jenny. So brilliant in so many ways--even if you can't see it for yourself. I'm so thankful to have met you. I love you ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

title: Worth It
pairing: Kibum / Minho
rating: PG-13

for jenny. happy birthday key. ♥

yeah, korean fans are fucked up.
they are too stalkerish, too exaggerated, too crazed.
they react stupidly to most situations, usually dont think outside of the box, fail to see beyond what is right in front of them.
and the list go on..



but i'll be damned if you can find anyone as dedicated to their object of affection.

title: Sweet and Low
rating: PG
pairing: YooMin

wrote this when i first got word of the lawsuit.
lyrics by augustana
( “You’re listening to the wrong language.” )